Thursday, December 24, 2015

Christmas Eve 2015

It's a bittersweet night- Bella is gone so it just doesn't feel the same. When Seth said the prayer he got chocked up and started crying. Which made me cry. He loves her so much. Last night was hard for me. I cried a lot. Every night she's away from us it gets harder. 
Tonight we watched a few Christmas movies, had dinner, opened pj's and then they had the traditional (as of the last 2 years) sleepover. That was hard to see Bella not there. But it's also so fun to hear them talk and giggle. They all have so much excitement about Santa. I love this age! They bring me so much joy! Even hen they are hyper and keeping me up. :)
Can't wait for tomorrow.


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